Make A List. Check It Twice

It's the repetition of a beautiful lie told over and over again.
It's the way your truth leaves me feeling lied to.
It's the way your voices pitches before it breaks and cries.
It's the one thing I never imagined I would give to you.
It's the last thing that's always on my mind.
Its the moment before sleep hits me.
It's the way you move me to places I have never been before.
It's the touch I think you left on me.
It's the look I see in your eyes.
It's you unloving me quickly.
It's you and me and all the things I wish we did.
It's time pulling it's fancy tricks right through me.
It's you with sleep draining across your face.
It's your scent and the way it follows me.
It's the way love touches us both.
It's the explanations you never give.
It's your face not finding mine.
It's the way I watch you watch me.
It's my pain and your compassion.
It's the way I told you and tell you- you are goodness.
It's the in explainable silence.
It's you not asking whats on my mind.
It's our hearts breaking.
It's my hand holding yours still.
It's the looks you never give me.
It's the ones I take from you.
It's the voice I use to tell you the things I need to hear.
It's the love you keep.
It's the parts you give.
It's in all the times I tell you- who you are to me.
It's for you.
It's never for anyone else.
It's my past catching up on me.
It's for the way you see me run.
It's for all the words I haven't strung together.
It's for the silence we are headed for.
It's for the only way I know out.
It's for you.
It's always only and always will be for you.
It's my love wrapped in words.
It's your kindness undisturbed.
It's the pride I have in who you are.
It's the way I feel when I am with you.
It's all you.
It's not anything, but, always...
YOU.