Diet Coke And Egg Whites

Forgive me.
I crave diet coke.
I Eat egg whites and spicy ketchup.
I hate you.

You remind me of all my insecurities.
You tease me, only to reseal me.
You judge me-
And I have not found it fair.

Forgive me,
but hate has built itself up in me.
Suppressed at first,
and then enlightened.

I drink diet coke and egg whites.
And I hate you.

you know,
writing this post-
I have come to realize:
It comes out so easily now,

Diet coke and egg whites in.
Hate out.