I have just read some of my recent posts and in their run-on-and-on sentences, lies the reason why I have not written in awhile.
I can't write truthfully on here anymore.
I can only write when I'm happy and come on- admit it! That's not fun.
You want to know why I'm on my knees somewhere and no one hears my crying.?
You need to know why I don't feel safe writing.
Why I never really could.
Why crumpled papers serve me better then these pages.
And you wonder, You wonder why I haven't lost any weight and why my posts are so moody?You find yourself picturing my face and I have no smile.
I have given up on so much of myself,
to make room for all the You's.
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