Again, and again and again

Some things I will never feel again.
You know it well.
You knew when you left me,
I would only remember leaving you.

I wont ever feel that age again.
Even though I taste it in every binge.
I wont feel it.

Some things don't get named.
You knew it.
And I, I knew only you.

Some things I will never feel again.
In your memory I hide the tears.
And I never feel them decorating my face.
I have cried before,
died before.
I have held my hands to my face...

some things I will never feel again.
Some things I only hear when the music is so loud,
I can see the sounds.

The way a mouth opens to scream,
the way an eye closes to tear...
The way I know somethings I will never feel again.